I am tired of being weak. Weak in my emotions. Weak in discipline. Weak in my resolve. The thing that's been running through my head lately is, "Suck it up." Just get over it and get on with life. For so long, I've been using the fact that I struggle with depression as a crutch. But for pete's sake, it's totally under control and I am still using the same excuses.

I need to grow up and be a woman.

I need to think about this for awhile longer. I'll write more later.